Shadow Pioneer

Don’t worry, this isn’t about killing birds, or any other animal, this is about a group of crows (which is called a murder).

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Ever want to crawl into a corner, and forget everything around you?  Yeah, that’s me right now.  My car is pooched, and my credit isn’t the greatest.  Which really sucks.  I mean, I have a great job, I make great money, an dyet, I can’t get a loan.  Well, I can, but, it’s a very high interest loan.  Oh well.  I need a car.  I’m going in on Friday to talk to the car people about a Cherokee…. It’s a 2000, but, it’s only had one owner, and according to the carfax report, it’s been pretty well taken care of.  So, I’ll give it a shot.  What’s the worst they say? No?

Aside from that though, I found out today that Grandma is really sick.  She has pnemonia, and, I’m afraid.  I’m terrified of what is going to happen to her.  She hasn’t gotten out of bed at all in the last 2 days, which is totally not like her.  She kept waking up when my Ma was there, and asking where her car was, then passing back out.  She’d wake up, say “Oh Brenda, you’re here, I should get up” and pass back out, wake up, ask for a drink, and pass out before she got it.  It’s really not good, and I’m absolutely terrified.  it kinda makes all of my other problems seem tiny.  I don’t want to lose my grandma, I really don’t.

I’m prety sure I’m getting sick.  Near positive.  That’s not really the point of this post, I’m just tossing it out there to get extra sympothy   Did it work?  Good.  So, I picked my car up today from the mechanic.  You know, whenver a mechanic says “Well, the good news is, you don’t owe us anything” you should just throw up your hands right then and there.  TRUST ME.  Why didn’t I owe them anything? Well, because they are cool like that.  But, on top of that, my damned head gasket is blown.  Which means, either I cough up $1,500 for a new one, to repair a car that has 175,000 miles on it, or, I get a new (very used) car.  guess what kiddies?  I’m going to have to hunt down a new car!!!  Shoot me now, please…

So, I have the new blog up, and it’s going to be more than just photos like the last one.  I am going to be puttign allot more of my heart, and soul into this than I did the last one.  We shall see how well it works out for me.

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