Shadow Pioneer

Ok, not really, well, kinda…. It was a nice Easter day yesterday (Happy Easter everyone), and we had some brats on the barbie so to speak.  They were quite delicious.  The dogs loved being outside, just hanging out, and I was able to snap a couple pics of them.  So, without further adieu, I give you Soliel and Gracie.

Soliel Content Doggie

And Gracie, Happy Doggie

Both are of course clickable for larger versions.

This was just sent to me by a good friend of mine, Felyne.

By Felyne

Thank you so much… It made me smile, and cry… You are too kind for words…

I was thinking, on the way to work tonight, I really need to get out and take more photos.  I haven’t done that in a while.  I mean, I did take photos at ren fest, but, I didn’t go there *to* take photos.  I need to get out, I need to do something.

Everytime I walk downstairs at home, it feels so empty.  I keep looking for Lulu and Bozo, and they aren’t there.  It sucks.  I don’t want to ‘forget’ because I will never forget.  But, I also can’t wallow in it.  I just don’t know what to do with myself right now.  I’m at work, and I can’t concentrate, no matter how much I try to.

After 14+ years, it is so hard to walk through the door to my house.  I am so used to being greeted, and now, it’s completely quiet.  I can’t stand this, even though I know it was for the best…  I miss them both so badly.  It hurts so bad.  I know what we did was right, it just hurts….

Today, I had to do the hardest thing I’ve done in my life.  My second dog, Lulu, has been in allot of pain lately.  We decided it was time.  It’s not right for us to keep her going just for our sake.  So, at 8:48 AM, today, she took her last breath while I held her in my arms.

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So, I have the new blog up, and it’s going to be more than just photos like the last one.  I am going to be puttign allot more of my heart, and soul into this than I did the last one.  We shall see how well it works out for me.

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