Shadow Pioneer

Ever want to crawl into a corner, and forget everything around you?  Yeah, that’s me right now.  My car is pooched, and my credit isn’t the greatest.  Which really sucks.  I mean, I have a great job, I make great money, an dyet, I can’t get a loan.  Well, I can, but, it’s a very high interest loan.  Oh well.  I need a car.  I’m going in on Friday to talk to the car people about a Cherokee…. It’s a 2000, but, it’s only had one owner, and according to the carfax report, it’s been pretty well taken care of.  So, I’ll give it a shot.  What’s the worst they say? No?

Aside from that though, I found out today that Grandma is really sick.  She has pnemonia, and, I’m afraid.  I’m terrified of what is going to happen to her.  She hasn’t gotten out of bed at all in the last 2 days, which is totally not like her.  She kept waking up when my Ma was there, and asking where her car was, then passing back out.  She’d wake up, say “Oh Brenda, you’re here, I should get up” and pass back out, wake up, ask for a drink, and pass out before she got it.  It’s really not good, and I’m absolutely terrified.  it kinda makes all of my other problems seem tiny.  I don’t want to lose my grandma, I really don’t.