Shadow Pioneer

Today, I had to do the hardest thing I’ve done in my life.  My second dog, Lulu, has been in allot of pain lately.  We decided it was time.  It’s not right for us to keep her going just for our sake.  So, at 8:48 AM, today, she took her last breath while I held her in my arms.

I know it was the right thing to do, but, it was so hard.  She went peacefully, and without pain.  Which is really good.  I love her deeply, and know she is in a better place.  I have never cried so hard in my life as when I held her while she passed on.  She started to breathe slower, and finally just laid her head in my lap, and passed on.   The vet we use is a very awesome lady, and was very kind during the whole thing.  I will be making a page dedicated to Lulu and Bozo on the main page, it is the least I can do to thank them for their years and years of loyalty.  I love them both so much, and know they are both in a better place now.  I love you both.